The Sun Is Gone,But I Have A Light

I decided to start this blog in regards to the changing I’ve been feeling inside myself the past several weeks. I was online trying to do some more research on the Armenian genocide and it gave me a new bizarre twist or rather “conspiracy” which led me to the next thing and the next thing etc.. and suddenly I found myself in this hole of impending doom. The realization that things were far worse or far closer to the end than I thought or wanted to believe almost put me over the edge. The very day when all these things started coming together unbeknownst to me there was going to be a lunar eclipse. I heard about it on the news and I stepped outside and had this major “Oh Shit” feeling go through me. Everything I was thinking was manifesting itself all around me. Or maybe that’s vice versa ?

I had these dreams a few years ago,very scary apocalyptic ones. They were mainly huge natural disasters like volcanoes erupting,tornadoes,tsunamis etc..I had another one about looking up in the sky and seeing three moons. They felt very real but I just tried to ignore them. I then had one soon after where suddenly I was floating in what seemed like a vast ocean and there was no one else anywhere,just a bible floating along the water and it has stayed with me ever since. These things along with other important events in my life the past few years like a miracle I witnessed when I watched my grandmother die and a bizarre heart issue Ive had but couldn’t be pinpointed has felt like an inner compass leading me to feel like I have to prepare my spiritual self for something extreme in the coming years. I recently found this passage from the bible that made my dreams feel more real :

ACTS 2:17 And it shall come to pass in the last days, said God,
I will pour out of my Spirit on all flesh:
And your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
And your young men shall see visions,
And your old men shall dream dreams

I know some people who read this might not be of the same religious faith or any specific faith at all but too many things feel aligned at this point that it’s uncanny. It feels like the point of no return to me. Many generations before us have believed they were living in the end days and some of them sold all their belongings and stood outside foolishly waiting to be “raptured” and nothing ever happened!  I realize this,but I also realize that we’re living in a time where NUCLEAR powers are controlling the world with threats of “wars and rumors of wars”. We are living in the days beyond the prophecied  formation if Israel. We are living in the days when the earth itself is changing very fast and very dramatically. The list goes on…

 I am interested in all sides of this including spiritual,scientific and political because I believe they are all connected. Anyway,with everything I’ve been reading and experiencing I was thinking of starting a separate blog or page of some kind where people of different faiths or beliefs or similar experiences or whoever is interested can discuss this kind of stuff if they want,so that’s what I’ve done. I don’t know if it’s a good idea or not but I thought it might be cathartic,either that or really painful!  We’ll see…..